Update

Just realized that my semester break have only 6 weeks left. Have been damn tired working these days. No choice. Don't want waste time at home, and can earn some money to lessen my parent's burden a bit.

Don't want to think too much. I believe I can forget.

Good luck to my dearest friends who will be taking STPM soon and those who are taking medicine at IMU. Haha, do remember to give me free treatment.

Holiday = )

Finally my long awaited 2-month semester break is here. Hahaha, 2 months, lets see what we can do. But most of my Ipoh friends are preparing for STPM, so I guess it's not a suitable time to disturb them first.

Stayed at home most of the time, doing nothing. I guess I should start working earlier bah? Or maybe I should let myself relax for some time? Though staying at home, I'm not wasting my precious time.

I'm planning to organise an event next semester. Anyone interested to help me? I have not much idea about the event yet, though some brief plans are in my mind. I know I don't have enough experience to organise an event in Inti, but I can learn, yeah!!

*If you're interested to organise event, please be my committees. If you have the kind heart to help people, please be my committees. If you want to learn more, be my committees also.

STACT

I was planning to upload some photos while posting this, but I just realised, the photos I had taken with STACT people were not with me. I don't have a single piece of it. Looks like I really should had a review for myself. Maybe I should mingle with them more often?

I assign myself a task, that is to mingle with these new 'family members' for the past few weeks. Ermm, I guessed I did pass. I went out with them almost everyday for previous week. We went supper together, steambot, pasar malam and not forgetting that we cooked together.

It's not hard to talk to them or to play with them, the hard thing is that how I can let go some of the inner feelings and be a part of STACT club. Well, I'm trying to. Just give me a little more time to adapt. Few more steps to success.

I believe that I'll gain a lot before I reach the destination. Keep a learning heart along the way and I know I'll get something different from others. STACT club, gambateh!!

Waited for others to ask me for dinner. Didn't receive any message at the end, so I went out with STACT people. = (

Final exam is coming, yet I'm still lingering around doing non-studies related stuff. CHEN KAR YEN, gambateh!!

= (

After Melody's comment, I realised that my blog had been 'chinesized' since I join RC, and I guess it's the time to post some English post. Last few weeks was rather horrible, had been busied with events, meetings and studies.

Lately, something happened. Finally, only left Rachel and I having the same direction. Having this kind of feelings was not something for me to happy about. Maybe I'm too sensitive, or maybe I was thinking too much. That day, I saw another pair of slippers in front of her room. Perhaps I shouldn't be there to disturb.

He talked to me few days ago, saying that he faced some relationship problems. He sounded depressed, praying for him.

I started to join my classmates more often. Just realised I miss those kind of feeling a lot. I have to stay strong. There's still 2 more semester to go.

Went to pasar malam with li feng yesterday night. Was alone. Never had such feeling before. Perhaps I should train myself to be a stronger girl.

Just come back from Seremban just now. On the way back, there were flash back in my mind. I still remember the moments I had with my SAM classmates. Though there might be misunderstanding in between, but those days was the happiest time I had.

I remembered few girls of us, went to Kajang just to eat satay, 13 of us went to airport by 1 car to fetch eewern, our trip to sepang beach, our trip to genting, king shun brought melody and I to putrajaya, eating seafood at seremban. Those days were tough, but I really miss them. SAM clans, I love you guys!

提得起 。放得下

前几天，去了第十一届的第一次集训。。去分享。。

收到第十一届外交俊威的简讯时。。不以为然。。

其实脑海里有不去的念头。。

那天是历届分享会。。最人齐的一天。。

只有三个没到。。

分享前看了一个短片。。

是为第十届打造的。。

原本以为一定会哭。。会不舍得。。会放不下。。

可是到最后。。

一滴眼泪都没有。。

一点感觉都没有。。

是长大啦？还是忘记啦？

不知道。。

觉得自己蛮厉害的。。

会选择性忘记不开心的事情。。

立峰问我。。要搞到自己那么忙吗？？

我跟他说。。不忙的话。。

我会胡思乱想。。

darren讲。。不要再装忙了。。

其实很想跟他讲。。

我真的很忙。。不是装出来的。。

离开下乡团。。

还是可以有新的一片天空的。。

我找到了。。（虽然这片天空可能不会有彩虹的啦。。）

你们找到自己的天空了吗？？

用不同的角度看下乡团。。

也可以很漂亮的。。

对人对事要负责任。。

对自己更要。。

亲手提了起来的东西。。

就要亲手放下。。

在这里。。给予我最真诚的祝福。。

祝第十一届。。一切顺利。。

p/s：记得告诉我下乡地点。。我要去探乡！

无助

我找不到依靠 = (

1 和 2

1，我爱上了，我才去参加的。。

2，是参加了，才让自己去爱上的。。

1，迟到了就要被罚了。。

2，永远都不用怕会被罚。。

1，任何开会或活动，都要提早出门。。

2，活动8点开始，8点才出发也不迟。。

1，随时随地都要想好突发状况。。

2，问题真的发生了才打算吧。。

1，大家一起吃饭咯。。

2，我有事情要做，先走咯。。

1，可以学华语。。

2，可以学英文。。

1， 开会只讲重点。。

2，不错嘛，还可以闲聊。。

1，开会一定要做记录。。

2，啊，他刚才在讲什么啊？？

1，书包排得越来越整齐咯。。

2，啊，这些书包好乱啊。。我都走不到啦。。

1，开会有一定有结论。。

2，下次再谈啦。。

1，XX，要我帮忙吗？？

2，那个什么名的，可以过来帮我一下吗？？谢谢哦。。

1，你的白兔是谁啊？？。。团长说不能乱乱讲叻。。

2，你的白兔是谁啊？？。。可以换吗？？。。好啊，我要他，跟你换咯。。

1，有家的感觉。。

2，有club的感觉。。

1，终点是快乐。。

2，重点是什么啊？？？

1和2，你会选择什么呢？？

我选了1。。但是现在没机会了。。

所以我最后我拿了2。。

放心。。小2。。我会尽我最大的力量。。去改变你的。。

加油哦。。= )